the start

in the beginning what was there? beauty, wonder, amazment, and a want for something more then we had. a want for knowledge. a want to be in a greater state of being then we were. now im not big on denomination or even orginizied religion. what i will say i am a big fan of is peace and faithfulness. faithfullness to what? well i don't know, whatever it is that you have faith in i suppose. see when i look at people the common things i see are people suffering and people who are loved and are loving. now love, love is something awesome. not i suppose on a dau to day basis as it doesnt seem to make that much difference but on the larger scale of things love seems to play a big role in choices and faith and life i guess. well i suppose that what i am wondering as my own person with confussed thoughts and feelings with misunderstandings and serious pain with the up side of love, am i the only one who is lost? i don't think i am, but offent people won't admit it. so is anyone else out there lost and lonely?