we shall be seen

one day someone will look at us and see all that is to be seen. they will look at us with a welcoming smile and spirit, they will understand all that there is to b e heard seen and loved in you and you in him. their will be pomassion between to things that come together to creat peace and beauty for eternity. the two shall be, and see and do all together in love peace and hope for the world they have created. their life is now to live and love with all they are.

peace to all today
blessings

SO SO SO SO SOME

hmmm well some may say that no comments replys or many folowers would be dissapointing and quite pathetic. but it doesnt bother me in the slitest!!! i chosse to write, simply to  write. there need be no purpoose for it other then to speak what needs to be said. in hope one day someone who needs to hear the peace of this pen, will find it and in some way maybe it can touch thaat one person out their and britghten their day!! isn't that the goal in life anyways!! to brighten someones day with a small smile or act of kindness. the hope in all of this, the hope that can consume the world is that we may seek understanding in the people who surround and help the world grown in to a comunnity of love.

be lessend
be belessd

goodnees oh my grashess

gossip!!!! i have to say this is the thing i can not stand in todays world. technology does not help this human flaw in any way. one thing is over heard or taken out of context, spread a round into a whole mess of mixed up words miscommunication and misunderstanding. but most of all what i find irritating is that we as people cant seem to find the time anymore to talk to those in whcih are conversations or some may say worries revolve. why not simply ask questions directing instead of assuming or asking around. don't expect respect from someone when you can't have the respect to just be upfront with whatevere it is your wondering about, or "concerening" you. if your really all that worried wouldnt you want to hear it from the horses mouth anyways i mean gosh like nobody can tell the story better then him.


the bigger question in all of this jibber jabber is why do we find ourselves so attracted to the drama? most things in life don't need to be made a big deal outta things will contintue to go on, the world is not ending and its not a big enough issue for anyone even to feel the need to be at fault. can't we just sy goodbye to yesterdays mistakes and hello to todays joys, and tomorrows oppertunities?

oh joy

some days really jsut seem to be more confussing then others. peopledont seem to understand, your tired, upset, hungry, whatever it is a may not be easy but "true joy comes from having a servents heart"  so seek peace in all you experience today!


be blessed

Faithfulness to Truth and Love

how important is honesty to you? how important is it that the person closest to you be truthful, loving, and faithful in prusing a better more loving relationship? in my small amount of times as being a human, which really lol hasnt been that long, considering the larger scheem of things. but in all that i have experienced, i have trully witnessed how key in joy and happiness these 3 things are. we are social beings!!! most of us want to go and have fun with family or friends and in there presense feel accepted and loved!! we have a deep longing to feel understood and i believe a lot of us try to understand. but yet this thing that is so key, is so hard!!!! how can we continue forward when the things we long for most seem so out of reach??? showing another person those things that they truly long for are present even if it's not in the way they want them to be is confussing. we as people all have different ways of communicating!!! whether it be threw speaking, writting, art, music, giving, recieving, or anyother way they express their inner most needs. lets take some time to think about those in our lives and the best way to let them know just how much we care. but in turn you must be present to them enough to hear what it is they are truly seeking in you, from you, and with you. no one wants to be alone...... why not try to show as many people as we can that they are not??? that no one is!!!!!! that is the key to love in for me, i want to show the world how much better things can be personally even if we can't fix it right now economicly,or change the way international governments function. but we can change people, not there views or opinions but we can impact their hearts by showing truth, love, and by being faithful to the call of the cross.

being like a child

so i hasd a ridiculous day last week. as i was cleaning my apartment and saw that the screen door on the balcony was off the tracks, after i had suceeded in fixing it!!!!!! i tryied to open the inside door and it was stuck....... so i figured it was off the tracks too. after i spent some time out on that balcony in the sun struggiling to open the door i cuaght a glimps of something i hadnt seen before! there was a pole i didnt know was there had fallen and kept the door from opening, that being the poles job i guess i couldnt get to upset, but then i was stuck!! like really stuck!! no phone, i had left it out in the rain a couple days before and it had worked for a little while but then that morning had gone absolutley hay-wire, blinking and beaping, and died. so no phone and no way to get down. on the second story with no feasible way to escape my prison i sat down and enjoyed the pleasent weather. i waited to be rescued.


and then i saw HIM!!!! he was such a gentleman....well actually i should say a little gentleman he couldnt have been more then 11. but he very graciously went to the office and told them i was stuck. so i waited, and waited and finally someone came. my princess in shining green.... lol she didnt look to happy to be disturbed from im sure what was very important buissness. but any who she let me in and we all went about our way.

my day only got better!!!! well not really better, maybe just more exciting!!!!!!!

to be continued

 so lets cover our eyes, and lets cover our ears so we may walk forward blindedly but yet have no fear let us shine bright as the sun as we are hidden in dark and let not the pain of this life leave a lasting mark for as the journey is rough, as the journey is hard let the tall and upright lead through the yard till the garden is flowered ripened and ready let the unfailing light guide me till i see again

silly morning blues

as i sit outside in the sun, enjoying its rays and warmth upon my skin the lonelyness creeps up and without me even being aware takes its place. instead of warmth that tingles me it is the tinggiling sensation of feeling unbelonged :) if thats even a word. i was reading Catherine Called Birdy. a quite comical introduction into the 1290's???? not a year we often talk about, well atleast not me. and as i am sitting, reading, and admiring this young girl, it strikes me that still we live in the age of the 1290's!!!! how is this you might ask? well we are all still stuck in our own ways, still confused, segrigated, and lonely. we all are still searching for love just like this 13 year old  daughter of a country knight. her fight for freedom is as entertaining as everyday life inside my head, possibly inside your as well. she simply wants to choose what and who makes her happy instead of it being forced upon her. how entertaing it was to read of her tantroms, she threw her neddle point to the pigs, and went off to enjoy a hanging, which then in turn scarred the bajesus out of her and she went home sobbing to her nurse maid, and then in the midst of all was scolded for the pig pen inciddent. i find this a rather commical inturpitation of everyday life. oh how i seem to get fed up, so i throw things away and then go to something "shady" :) for a change of pace and find myself back where i started, mifed and confuzzeled!!!!!

LIFE

A CRAZY ARAY OF PHOTOS FAMILY FRIENDS THOSE WHO ARE STILL CLOSE AND THOSE WHO ARE FAR AWAY NOW THOSE WHO ARE TREASURED ALL IN DIFFERENT YET WONDERFUL WAYS CHILDREN AND PARENTS TEENAGERS AND ADULTS DREAMS AND STRUGGLES HOPES AND WANTS ALL DISPLAYED BY A SIMPLLE SET OF PICTURES THAT SHOW SO MUCH AND YET SO LITTLE. ALL WE CAN SAY IS IT'S LIFE

the start

in the beginning what was there? beauty, wonder, amazment, and a want for something more then we had. a want for knowledge. a want to be in a greater state of being then we were. now im not big on denomination or even orginizied religion. what i will say i am a big fan of is peace and faithfulness. faithfullness to what? well i don't know, whatever it is that you have faith in i suppose. see when i look at people the common things i see are people suffering and people who are loved and are loving. now love, love is something awesome. not i suppose on a dau to day basis as it doesnt seem to make that much difference but on the larger scale of things love seems to play a big role in choices and faith and life i guess. well i suppose that what i am wondering as my own person with confussed thoughts and feelings with misunderstandings and serious pain with the up side of love, am i the only one who is lost? i don't think i am, but offent people won't admit it. so is anyone else out there lost and lonely?